Or do you really feel insecure? Can you feel just like you are walking on eggshells? Would you feel just like you are suffocating

Or do you really feel insecure? Can you feel just like you are walking on eggshells? Would you feel just like you are suffocating keeping your breathing in expectation of a relationship which you desperately wish to enter into presence but constantly seems simply away from reach? Helpless, powerless, and afraid they will take action...